Mr. Nice Guy

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Monday, January 27, 2003

LOVE: Just looking around, I see many people in a relationship, and they are so madly in love with eachother. I don't know what that feels like because I have never felt that way. I might have thought I was in love, but as it turns out it was other types of love. Lately, I have been wondering if true love exists and if all those people in relationships are really wasting their time. Truth is, most aren't going to last. They are all close now, but they are not going to last. I mean, there is this acheing and tugging at my heart, but it isn't much of a feeling. Sure, I have a crush, and like just seeing her makes me want her as my girlfriend or something, but honestly, if I ever do get with her, what are the chances that she will be my true love? Highly unlikely. People marry their high school sweethearts, people they had crushes on since grade school, etc. But most of the marriages in the U.S. end up in divorce. How reassuring is that? I think that love is feeling that doesn't really exist. It's all just in our imagination. I mean that is how it feels...maybe if I ever do fall in love, it will change my perspective, but there is nothing worth this much stress and worry. I think my friend Javier said it best, "LOVE SUCKS!" Here are a few things other friends said when I asked them about the topic...

Question: What are your thoughts about love?
J.V.: it sucks
Steffie: shit
Henry: wtf?!
Lyly: i don't kno wut i think about it
Roy: i have to say i have to take a piss
Jessica L.: i dont really know cuz havent experienced it
Joanne: i dunno
Jason: pssshhhh i remember i used to disagree with mrs sumrall when she told us how shes starting to believe there is no such thing, but now, im starting to agree with her...and if there is such a thing, im just gonna wait for it, i dont think im gonna get all stupid and crazy about it when i end up getting hurt anyway. besides, im still young

9 people asked about the topic and so far crap. Some of them haven't felt it, some of them are in a long relationship, some claim they do, but yet, it is unanimous, no one has felt it.

[]R,,[],,[]D,,
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/ LOVE \
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| Never Existed, |
| but caused so |
| much stress |
| and pain |
| nonetheless...
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