Dear god...if there really is a god,
If you're up there or whoever was responsible for bringing him back...thanks. Now I am asking for one of your miracles. I still don't believe that something like this is happening. Lately, I have been questioning my faith in you...I mean how could you just rip away a piece of my family...our family? You took away the wrong person...this really can't be happening. This is a dream right? So why the heck won't you allow me to wake up and find things back to normal...before all of this stuff has happened. Why can't I wake up from this nightmare? I know that I haven't been exactly the best Christian that I could be, but if you grant me this miracle and return Roy to us healthy and just get things back to normal, I'll change. I need some reassurance that you are the real deal. I haven't asked you for anything...but I am asking for this. Please return him safely to us and his family. We all need him. People say that you have this big game plan and all of our lives are predestined. If that is true, you made a mistake by taking him from us. YOU MADE A MISTAKE!!! Even you can make a mistake...He has so much to live for...and he will accomplish those dreams and goals. So bring him back safely. I know that time cannot go back, but if it could, I wouldn't want to go swimming on that day, and would prevent him from it. I miss him so much...he is my best friend, and was always there to set me straight and calm me down. He lives only two blocks away from my house, and if I ever needed anything...he was always there. I am mad that I don't have a lot of or remember a lot of stories about Roy, but then again I don't want to because memories mean he really is gone, and I have not accepted that. He is okay. He will return to us safely, and he will survive despite the odds, and you are going to help him....you have to help him...please...I am hoping and praying that some miracle will occur and it will restablish my faith in you. Please, return him back to us...in God's name I pray...Amen.