Lotta shit happened in such a short amount of time.

Drove to Riverside to see Rosa for her Bday

Friday had a midterm for History, but the teacher never showed up...

Went out with friends...to chill...Rosa not my friend anymore...

Brother tried to commit suicide. Got sent to hospital.

Family not getting better, and this incident just made it worse.

But it is not like you ever ask me how I am or ask me why I am not happy today...so its not like you would know about anything going on in my life right? Cuz I am not worth asking "How was your day?" I guess I am not even worth four words..not that much breath is it? It's okay though, cuz I am not a good friend just cuz I don't call or anything...because its not like I got anything else going on in my life right? I understand now...its not like my life is important..i am just a bitcher and whiner...and like although I put others before me and the one time i decide to take time to myself, I should still put others before me cuz who am I to take some time for myself. Who am I to actually like give an hour or so on a 24 hour day spent on myself? Let alone a week or two. But that is right..I am nobody, so I don't even deserve time for myself...I gotta do everything for others..that is what makes my life worthwhile right? I should just suck in whatever is bothering me and not show any emotion....so that is who i AM!!! Thanks for making it so clear everyone...since none of you give a fuck bout me anyways....ITS GOOD TO KNOW THAT IF I TAKE SOME TIME FOR MYSELF I AM THE WORST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!! EVERYTHING IS SO FUCKEN CRYSTAL CLEAR NOW!!! THANKS EVERYONE!!!