Everyone seems to be disagreeing with what I typed in my previous entry. It is just how I was feeling at that moment in time. I know that it will change. I was once the "Love Idealist," but that changed as well. The people I asked about love were expressing their feelings towards it, but I when I see them with their significant other, I can see the "love" that they share, but for me, it just doesn't exist. It is just an idea or concept that got blown out of proportion. I mean, in our society everything is based on marriage, having someone, not being alone! So everyone is trying to find that ideal thing called "love," but due to the pressure of society and everyone around them, probably that is why the divorce rate is so high. It seems to be messed up how you are judged by the fact if you have found someone or not. I am entitled to my opinion, and you are to yours. Just respect it.

Conversation with Juju:
Juju: and im not even that great im making more problems for him
Juju: all this driving back and forth
Titi: but at least he has someone to drive back and forth to
Juju: i never thought of it that way...
Titi: i mean...if i had someone, it wouldnt matter if i drove to her house and like she couldnt see me or anything, and like i had to go straight back...at least i wuld have that person to tell me to go back or something..
Titi: oreo
Juju: i should put that on my blog...
Juju: not that alvin complains but if he ever does...
Titi: instead i am left with the feeling of emptiness, and no where to go or turn to
Juju: your friends...
Juju: you sound so happy on your blog
Titi: i am
Juju: all this great socialism
Juju: snowboarding and what not
Titi: im trying to be more social
Titi: i am more social
Juju: youre doing good
Juju: you dont need no stinkin gf with friends
Titi: but being more social cant prevent the times when I am at home doing nothing...
Titi: and like all my friends have g/f's or b/f's
Juju: i feel lonely even with a bf
Juju: no gf is gonna make you feel better
Juju: im beginning to see that now
Juju: i still feel lonely sometimes with alvin there
Titi: im not saying everything will be better if i had a g/f
Titi: im just saying it's nice to know you have someone to be there, to turn to...to do things for, drive back and forth to....
Titi: friends can only do so much...
Juju: yeah it is...
Juju: i know...