~*~Just Be Happy For The Times~*~
So after thinking and thinking about my situation for so long...I have decided. Fuck it. Just let things be and be thankful that you had those times and memories. Everything might not happen the way I want them to, but at least I can just think back and be happy for the times.
I spent a few hours at my official "thinking spot" and just kept thinking and reflecting upon everything that happened...about myself and how I am. I tend to give up on something when there is competition involved. If someone is taken, I back off. I do not want to be the person who ruins a relationship. Just stuff like that. Only this time, I don't want to give up. That is not me. That is not just letting things be...but there is also a saying about Fighting For What You Want. The way I see it, this one is worth it. Worth me going out of my comfort zone, and just going at it...full speed ahead. I might and probably will get burned, but if I don't the outcome will be worth everything that I would have gone through.
Okay, so honestly, it does hurt...and it will hurt if things go wrong, but at least I can finally say to myself and everyone...that I went for it...and I tried instead of saying things like I regret...or I let that one pass me by again. And besides, there are always the memories...so just be happy for the times.
So after thinking and thinking about my situation for so long...I have decided. Fuck it. Just let things be and be thankful that you had those times and memories. Everything might not happen the way I want them to, but at least I can just think back and be happy for the times.
I spent a few hours at my official "thinking spot" and just kept thinking and reflecting upon everything that happened...about myself and how I am. I tend to give up on something when there is competition involved. If someone is taken, I back off. I do not want to be the person who ruins a relationship. Just stuff like that. Only this time, I don't want to give up. That is not me. That is not just letting things be...but there is also a saying about Fighting For What You Want. The way I see it, this one is worth it. Worth me going out of my comfort zone, and just going at it...full speed ahead. I might and probably will get burned, but if I don't the outcome will be worth everything that I would have gone through.
Okay, so honestly, it does hurt...and it will hurt if things go wrong, but at least I can finally say to myself and everyone...that I went for it...and I tried instead of saying things like I regret...or I let that one pass me by again. And besides, there are always the memories...so just be happy for the times.
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